It's too much to take in all of a sudden. I'm still mostly numb. It hasn't really sunk in.
Plus I have this weird thing where I find it hard to feel that people have died if I don't see the body or grieve with others at a ceremony. It's like they went to Australia and I can't reach them on the phone. I'm sure it's going to hit me at some point. Reading other people's responses on LJ and FB helps make it real to me.
I hadn't got Blackstar yet, so I downloaded it today. I don't think I have the heart to listen to it yet.
I'm sure I'll write more about this. But not yet.